in the end

It didnit turn out how I wanted but I kind of hoped it would fail. I knew she wasn't going to be right for me but I enjoyed everything before that point, I could tell she didn't really want to know but I sort of knew that.

Saw her last night and it was a little awkward but it will soon be a distant memory. A few things she said put me off right away, mainly to do with who she had seen and how young minded she was, I just don't have time for those kind of people. I am glad I went to see her because I needed to know it would not ever go anywhere, not that she was into me cos she wasn't that was plain to see.

Before we met I was nervous incase she did sort of like me but it was just apparent that it wasn't ever going to be anything, she is young and has so much to learn and I am old and silly but the attention was wonderful while it lasted, hey ho!

Nice quiet weekend of little or nothing really but managed to get a few things done that I was meant to do ages ago! Going to do some course work that I keep meaning to do now, that will be even more of a productive weekend I suppose, it's all good though and i'm still positive as ever.