better

Went out last night, kind of in a strange solitary mood as per usual so it was the feeling was uneasy but got straight into a deep conversation about history and such like, managed to stay on track though, had a nice time in the end and left according to plan, ultimately I had gotten what I wanted to do out of the way so all good. Been watching alot of House on the pc today although cleaned out my bedroom which always needs doing.

Watching those programs does bring some realisation inside for me, maybe doesn't answer things but certainly helps, I feel quite emotional when I get into TV episodes, then again I always have done.