so much

Must admit I am rather annoyed I have left it so long since my last blog, there has been so much that has gone on which would have been great to write but it's done now and here I am again. Not sure if I have stated but I passed my BTEC National test and passed the railway class exam which is big for me, my dad now knows who his dad is, he seems alot more at peace now. I tend to do alot in the garden these days, trying to stay on track with my aspirations regarding the Computer business, I have an incentive to do better now which is good although still very hard.

The other day I texted a few people I haven't for ages and a surpise culminated from it which is nice, this lady apparently used to lustafter me, typical bloody women, why don't they just say! We have been texting alot as of then and this provides a nice distraction for me. Watching House pretty regularly when I get in from work now, opeing up a few mental passageways for me.

Went up To Manchester again for a great weekend but as per usual things went sour on Monday, never mind eh, I really don't have any more time to devote in playing childish games anymore, tired of it.

My bro's stepson may have cancer, my aunt is getting worse with hers but as far as I am aware I am fine, as harsh as it sounds I do with I could swap with them sometimes, I just don't have much time for life whereas I am certain they do. Typical, no I am not suicidal or depressed, just bored I suppose.