going out

First time I have been out for a few weeks now due to mainly being ill, was nice to get back in the routine although I never played in the club although from an observers point of view it was quite interesting watching my queen beat a guy into submission, always satisfying to watch her gloat.

I am finding that I have been slowly able to change my old habits, that is to say that when I feel things going the usual way, say an argument starting, I can intercept and save the situation which is extremely constructive for me. I seem to always let things go and expect others to know better but now I have seemingly decided that I can be aware and change the course of events, hopefully this will be the trend of things to come.

This is going to be or should be a busy week for me, I have so many things to get done from my Degree coursework to sorting out the house starting with the garage, I may take another week off work as already had a few days off but so much needs doing that if I go to work I know they won't get sorted as I tend to just do nothing when I get home. A list is probably the best plan here and I have to try very hard to get these items done and see if I can continue doing so throughout the year, so much has been left but then again so much has been done but then neglected and so it's now time to address those issues.

No doubt we will be going out alot more this year which I guess I am looking forward to although I must continue my priorites one of them being working for myself, I have done all the theory and research I need over the last 2 or 3 years and so there are no excuses anymore. If I am ever going to make a change then I must actualise what has been floating around my head into reality, sure it's scary but then if I don't do it then I will never know. Set goals and make lists then execute those items, now or never.