Yeah it has been a little tough not to go back to my psychotic episodes and it takes awareness to catch myself seething when I see people throwing litter on the bus or sitting almost on top of me, it takes quite abit of energy to NOT be rude and aggressive, I feel as though I would be the one with no manners and that is definitely not right is it? Perhaps I have been so out of touch that I do not know how to behave, my view of manners is out of fashion. I just want to explode on all of the people around me at times but I must stress that this year I have been 100% better in my own mind. I don't want to waste time thinking about why I have tended to be more positive lately but instead just want more of it!
Got Sky HD+ put in today on our new t.v. also got Sky in my room now so result! So many great things so far this year, if it wasn't for being ill over crimbo it would have been wonderful but I survived it so it's all good in my world. Finished the word count on course today, so tomrrow it's brush up and send, another one finished HURRAH! Also had a great idea for my horror book of which I am writing on his blog. All in all it's been another wonderful day, glasses to pick up tomorrow.
Thursday, 7 January 2010
fear
Since time immemorial the human being has been trying to survive in every sense of the word, physical, mental and emotional, sometimes survival against the elements, famine, wild animals and sometimes against their own kind in the form of invaders from foreign lands, people who want power, those who look and have a different culture or those who want to take things from others. People often like to think that they are safer than members of the animal kingdom but to be a human and to survive has meant being one step ahead of everything they encounter. Humans are very fragile in comparison to beasts and other creatures, they do not possess special senses or protective systems that many other creatures have, they have relied on every aspect they could find from instinct to intelligence to be able to live longer than ever.
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